A Sweet Girl Who Turns Into Cold-Hearted

I admit it!I ever been as a sweet,nice and lovely girl..Who just know about how to like or love someone...Who only know about how to show her love in unbelievable way that a human does not ever being think of that...

Yeah but it was before I was hurt so much...Seems like you don't ever think about my feeling towards you..I'm not playing around with you or your heart..But I was too tired with this crush..I just want to stop it but I don't know how..

What can I do is appeared offline so that you never know that I was online at that moment...I try to not reply back what you have post on my wall..You don't know how much I want to reply it and chat with you as usual..But my heart do not give me a permission to do that..Seriously I was so tiredddddddddddd....I just want everything back to normal..Just like before when I just know you as a blogger...

I'm sorry...If you know how much I care and love you...How much I want to be by your side...How much I want to say everyday that I like you...How much I want to hear what you like and what you don't like..How much I want to see you smiling face when you talk about your younger brother and when you do something that you like...How much I want to be by your side during your graduation day...If and only if it was happen..I am happiest girl in this world..

I don't want anybody else know about you except my close friends..I just want to keep you in my heart..Deep inside my heart I love you...Somewhere in my heart there was your name that have been written on it..Trust me!!

Now I am cold-hearted person...

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Please Don't Do Like This!

I was hurt!!I'm not lying..Why did you do this to me?You're my friend but the way you talk are so sarcastic..Please be honest if you don't like me..

You pretend that you're such a good person..But for your information you're not good enough..Seriously!!



Sometimes you're so annoying..Really really A(annoying)!

But I don't care..I don't want to talk all bad things about you because it makes me just same like you..Please please please and please changed your attitude or you will loose him..In love its not about money!You should know that..Please don't use all the rubbish words that are not suitable to be use by a girl...

That's all..I love myself..So just get off from my way..


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I Love You Just The Way You Are

Today... I like you..Seems like I fall in love with you once again..Yeah first time that I like you is when we always have a chat together...But today I know that it was not like anymore but love..


Still I don't have a courage to say the three words "I LOVE YOU" to you ...Yeah the only thing that I can do is make a status like this:

" I Love You Just The Way You Are"

It doesn't matter whether you study in overseas or not..I like everything about you..I like you when you talk about food..I can feel it when you say about how much you love food...

I like you when you talk about song that you like... Because of you I started to listen Bruno Mars,Jason Mraz and Owl City songs...I like you when you said that you can play keyboard,you can compose a song,you sing a song when you were riding a motorcycle...Ahhh I like every single things about you...

I like you when you talk about your younger brother...I know that you love him so much..I like you when you said that you want to defense myself and you will lose only for me...I like you when you said your hobby was reading online manga...So cute!! I don't care hows your look..The only thing that I know...I like everything about you!!I meant it when I said that I LIKE YOU!

Arghh I hate love?NO!

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HATE YOU 1 2 3 4..............................!!

Arghhh I HATE YOU!!

FOREVER ALONE huh??

Why did you do this to me??Please don't ask me to wait for you if you want to be alone forever...Do you like it so much??I like you but you don't ask me to stop it... Please tell me the truth..You don't trust girl and relationship right?So why you ask me to wait for you until you graduate?

It hurting me...Sorry i'm off!!I don't want to love you anymore....



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Do I care?

I'm not stupid!

Do I need to beg for their forgiveness?Of course not!!What kind of person is that?Did you guys thought that I will come to you and said: I'm sorry!!

Shit!!I can ask for your forgiveness only once okay not twice!!Sorry I'm that kind of girl...For your information I don't want to waste my time to have a chat with you guys..Just leave me alone!!I was happy to being alone and get along with new friends...

By the way you ask me to shut up my mouth and do not tell everyone about you guys right?Haha so funny..I don't care what you guys would like to do...On off your scarf and bla bla bla...But you're the one who tell everyone that we not longer a friend?Haha thanks so that I don't need to answer any people who ask me why we don't talk with each other...

I hate to talk with 'tiang letrik' or 'tunggul kayu'...Hello!!!You don't deserved to be MY FRIEND!!Remember that okay!

Off!!Sorry I don't want to be your friend!!


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I Hate My Ex-Boyfriend

I'm not upset because you leave me but I was upset because you turned into another person when you with another girl...I keep asking myself WHY and WHY...Why you become so romantic with her and why don't you do that when we were together?


Who am I to you?Am I a doll?It's hurting me..My heart turned into a pieces...Why you do this to me?I'm not asking to God to be like this...I don't ask Him that incidence happened to me...All girls out there also don't want that incidence happened to them..You know why I tell you about the incidence??Because I trust you and I thought the love that you gave me is pure...

I love you so much...I want you to accept me for who I am...It's okay if you leave me but why you become so romantic with her?

When we was together I'm the one who keep calling you...I'm the one who keep messaging you...But with her you can sent her a message first...It's really hurt...

Congrats because you already find someone else...I already hate myself...Why I were crying when I type this entry??Thank you so much because you already leave a big scar at my heart...

I hope you will be happy with her.......

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Can You Give Me Your Heart?

I don't know why I love you and I don't know how a guy like you can catch my eyes...I read your blog...At the first time i just want to be your friend...But after sometimes I know that I have a feeling towards you..

I don't know where I got strength to tell you that I like you..It's not a lie..Seriously I like you..But I don't want you to like me in return..I know that I'm not a girl that a guy like you looking for..But one thing that I know..I want to love you..I want your heart but I know that I can't..

You've been hurt before this..It's hard for you to accept me right?I hope one day there is a space for me in your heart..As I promise to you..I will wait for you for one year until you graduate...I hope my love for you is not a burden..But if you find someone in the one year that I wait for you..Yeahh it's hard but I have to do this...

"I will let you go!"

One more thing it's not right to have this kind of relationship..Couple..I don't want to be your girlfriend but I want to be someone that will spend the whole life with you...

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"Saya suka awak!'

I will said this to you every time I feel it..It was not an empty word..I mean it every time I said this to you...


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::Do Respect Me Guys::

What The F**k....



I just had a blind date last saturday...With someone that I know from a social website...Okey just straight to the point...Tagged...

Before this we just messaging...And he told me that he was doing his degree...He took Pendidikan Islam(actually he want to be an ustaz something)...Of course I trust him...I thought that he was kind and islamic something...

Okay on that day...We met at this shopping complex...WTF at the first time we met he touch my head...Because he want to compare our height...Please stay calm dear(i keep saying this in my heart)...Islam never told us to do that okay??

After that we walk around the shopping complex...Then he hold my hand...And I said:

"Please...Boleh tak jangan pegang tangan"

My mood already spoiled when he do that...But still I can accept that..This is our first time we met...I should spend more time with him...I need to know him better...

We decide to sit at a bench...Do you know what he did to me??OMG he touch my cheek...WTF laa punya mamat...Please don't get angry...I keep saying that in my heart...After a few minutes there is pak cik who walk in front of us...Then for the second time he touch my cheek again...Then I said to him:

"Please lah...Tolong jangan pegang...I don't like it okay...I want to go back"

He replied

"Okay...Balik lah"

I left him just like that...It is already clear that he wasn't a good guy because he can't respect me as a woman and of course as a muslim...I hate that kind of guy...

You can get out from my life...It's hard for me to trust guy anymore...



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Why Guy Always Act Like That??

Sometimes I feel like urghh I don't want to trust him or other guy anymore...Why they keep do this to me??Or am I stupid because I just let them act like that??



I don't think that I'm kind of ego person or in simple word "jual mahal" and stuff...I'm the one who begging for his forgiveness and i'm the one who keep messaging him...I don't want to loose him...But how many years do i need to wait for him??1 year?10 years?100 years or for the rest of my life??At that time I already become 'nenek tua'....

Please let me know if you already have someone else...Please tell me the truth whether you love me or not...Don't do this to me...I love you so much...I'm always avoid other guy who want to know about me,be my boyfriend or for those who like to hangout with me...Because if I 'layan' them it make me feel like I already 'curang' to you...So what should I do??Give up or still waiting for you??

I don't get mad if you love someone else because I'm happy if you're happy...You know??I'm waiting in front of my laptop...To see whether you online or not...But it wasting you know??You don't online your Facebook and also your YM...But thing that make me sad is when you 'layan' other girl on Facebook but you don't even do that to me...Is she someone special to you??

You teach me how to LOVE but you don't teach me how to stop it...It feels like you ate too much of pill until you become addicted and you don't know how to stop it and get back to normal...

It have been 2 days since we got into a fight...Please leave me a message that tell you are alright...


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When You Love Someone

Born as a girl sometimes can cause a big trouble especially when it comes to love matter...


I don't know how to describe this feeling but i really hate it...Sometimes i wish that i don't have this feeling...When I love someone i really mean it..But guy that I love always play with my heart...They give me hope and fyi one of the guy that I love ask me whether I want to get married with him or not...

Girls...What do you feel when someone you admire so much ask you like that??Of course you are happy right??But after some time you know the truth that he also chat with the other girls..The way he treat the girl much better than you...Seriously I want to cry when I found it...How could him do this to me??When I already give up with this kind of relationship and I already can accept this situation...You know what happened??He still message me...Wtf!!!

Please leave me alone...Enough okay!!Dont play with my heart anymore...It already make me dying...

If I am cruel enough...I want to post a comment at his wall on FB like this:

LELAKI MIANG...PERASAN HANDSOME...BAJET BAGUS GILA!!!

Something like that...But I think it make me look dumb!!So what can I do is just ignore him...Don't waste your time for someone who don't deserve you heart...The best part is I DON'T TRUST GUY ANYMORE...Sorry


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I Hate Handsome Guy

Hello guys...


Sorry lately i'm so busy with my life...A lot of sudden!!I would like to confess something...Aha I hate handsome guy..Why??

It's not because i'm jealous with them because they over handsome...Of course i'm not because i'm a girl...Actually i hate them because they tend to choose beautiful girl to be their girlfriend...Let me ask all the handsome guys out there...Am I not beautiful enough for you??Hey come on laa guys...You should'nt be like that...

If all the handsome guys choose beautiful girl...What happen to all the ugly girls??Poor them..I'm not one of them because Brad Pitt already ask me to go out with him this coming Sunday!!Okayy don't be jealous...

Handsome guy also act like they are so cool and think that everyone like them...If you have a good behaviour it's fine to be arrogant...But if your attitude lower that a preschooler...Please buy a mirror and look at yourself...After that say this aloud:

"I'm handsome but I have an attitude that 100% don't suit my looked...Girls please hate me!!"

Okey enough babbling for today...


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You Are So Lazy

Hello guys...

It's kind of a long time i didn't post anything in my blog...So today i would like to talk about people who are so lazy...It's ok if you lazy in a certain things...But don't act like that all the time because people may hate you!!Of course i am the one of them who hate you!!




Situation that can be considered as lazy are:

1-You ask other people to queue up for you when buying something but you just sit and wait until they are finish...

2-You use the lift although there is stairs that provided for you...And you just at the first floor but you still use the lift to go ground floor!!

3-You let all the rubbish on your desk for many days and wait until your roommate clean it up for you...

4-You use washing machine to wash your underwear and you bra..God!!Please use your hand...It still can be accept if you only use the washing machine to wash your clothes but not all the "sotong-sotong"...

5-You ask your friend to hold your things such as your books when you tie your shoelaces...But after you are finished you still let your friend hold your books!!


So are you one of the person who act like one out of five in my lazy people list??If YES you are considered as LAZY PEOPLE!!So please changed your attitude unless you are naturally born to be a lazy person...

please don't say like this to defense yourself!!!

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I Hate People Who Use Other Status

Hello guys...

For those who have a family background such as your father was Imam at surau or mosque...Please don't read this....Because you'll hate me after you read this...

Urm i have a friend before this...His father was Imam..I don't know which place or state..Yeah for sure in Malaysia...And one day she said to me:

"My father was Imam..."

And my reaction was like this:my eyes become bigger and then my mouth was opened...

"Are you serious?"

After that i little bit hate her....Because his father was Imam..But she doesn't act like she was Imam's daughter or at least a neighbour of Imam...Ohh her hair has changed into another colour...It looks like her hair was rusty??Then she wear a tight shirt that show all the "gunung-gunung"...And I was like erk??Don't you have any shirts that suit to your body shape??Or did you share clothes with your younger sister so that's why you shirts like "baju adik-adik"??

Seriously i don't like this kind of girl...They used their father's reputation which is Imam to make people said: Wow!! and of course respect them...But i won't respect you guys if you act like "minah-minah tepi jalan"....

I'm also have a friend that her boyfriend was a son of Imam...She keep saying like this:

"Alah...boyfriend aku anak Imam no 1 kat masjid"

For your information...you don't have to say like that if your attitude was like the other girls unless you wear like the way Islam teach us...Hello you always on/off your 'tudung' then you would like to proud with your boyfriend status??Oh god!!


Seriously i'm fucking hate girls who use other status to make them look like a nice girl in front of the others...Be yourself and not the others!!!Remember that!!!


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Hate Your Life...Should You Just Commit Suicide??

Have you ever feel like your life are sucks??Feel like you want commit suicide??Honestly you are the most craziest person in this world...The problem that happen in your life does not mean that it is the end of your life...But it is the way that Allah want to test your iman and your love towards Him...If you are true Muslim you never feel like that...But you always pray day and night...Ask Him to guide you...

If you just hope that the problem will solve just like that without doing anything...You're wrong!!You must do something....At least!!Please don't avoid your problems..Because it will show you are loser!!Be a brave person...Stand up for yourself...Fight all the problems....

If you think your life are worse...There are many people out there that have a worse life more than yourself...Just pick an example...Such as Iraq...They live in a crazy life with all those wars...But they never give up...They still hope for a bright day and peace in their life as well as their country...Being like a prisoner in their own country...Without food...Do you still want to say your life are sucks??

The decision is in your hand...Choose the right decision...Don't simply end your life with taking overdose panadol or jump from a building or bridge...My last advise to you:

"Please...please and please be a blood donor or register yourself for organ donation before commit suicide...At least you do something good before you die....Isn't it??"

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I'm Just Like A Stupid Person

Don't you hate me??Why and why??Please hate me because i am the most stupid person in this world...Oh god...Why do i still give him a call??Keep messaging him...And at the end of the day..He will make me suffer because of his attitude..

Please for those girl out there...Don't act like me or be like me..Because a true woman does not begging for a men love....I keep chasing him..Why did you let yourself be like that dear??That the most thing i'm always thinking..I don't know how to control my feeling towards him...

Use you mind and not your heart when it comes into love...That's all i can say...I hate myself not only because of that...But i hate myself because i let my friends be a men slaves...I am the worse person because a good friend wont let their friends just like that right??

If you read this...please help your friend out there...A woman should'nt be like that..


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Hate Him Once You Love Him Twice

Have you ever been in love??Oh you're totally crazy if you tell me that you never be in love or at least you feel you like someone...Maybe from their looks,voice,achievement or their career..Or you admire someone before this...It still can be called as LOVE...Urghh i hate this word!!

What about me??Honestly i love this guy...Since when huh??I don't know when i start falling in love with him..He not too handsome or clever haha..But i don't even know why I love him so so so much...Damn!!When you start falling in love you will become sensitive especially when he talk about someone else...Or he don't give you a message...Everything that related to him will make you easy to get mad...

I'm trying to hate him...But once you hate him...You'll love him twice...Because you keep thinking that you hate him...Then your heart and your brain will cooperate to make you become love him more and more...Fuck you my heart and my brain!!So what you have to do??Just let all those feeling and don't try to hard to forget about him...It's not only make you in pain but it will make the feeling become deeper!!Remember that okey my dear...

I will keep all the moments that happened before this between us...It was sweet but now it turns to bitter..He gave me a message this morning..But his message make my heart in pain..I hate him??No i don't want to hate him because it will make me love him...


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Hate Myself When I'm Crying

I will make you guys sick and tired with this word "HATE"...Yeah it will be the most word I will use in this blog...



Actually I hate myself when i am crying...Urghh it's like you was a baby who crying at their mother..Big girl don't cry right??I'm always pretend like i was a strong woman...The way I talk,the way I walk and the way I'm thinking...But when it comes to love and when i was sick...I will cry until I can't...After that I will said to myself...

Why did you cry??

It's not easy to hold all those feelings..But when you know that you can't hold it anymore...You will cry non stop...I HATE MYSELF!!!You're too weak...Hate love if you don't want yourself hate you when you cry...This is what i always told to myself...But i am a woman and it's normal if you're crying because of love...Isn't it??


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A Lots Of Hate From MissHaters

Hello there...



Firstly I would like to introduce myself to you guys out there...Yeah actually i hate all those simple things like...

Hello my name is bla bla bla..You don't have to know about my name...Or how do i look...Seriously if i give you a chance you don't want to know about me...Or at least be my friend or my silent readers..Haha just call me misshaters...Why??Because everything that happened surround me are always make me hate it..

So...just for your information i am not that beautiful like Anne Hathaway,sweet like Selina Gomez or stuff...I'm just a normal girl..Not that beautiful or too ugly haha..Yeah my statement will make you hate me a lot!!


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