I don't think that I'm kind of ego person or in simple word "jual mahal" and stuff...I'm the one who begging for his forgiveness and i'm the one who keep messaging him...I don't want to loose him...But how many years do i need to wait for him??1 year?10 years?100 years or for the rest of my life??At that time I already become 'nenek tua'....
Please let me know if you already have someone else...Please tell me the truth whether you love me or not...Don't do this to me...I love you so much...I'm always avoid other guy who want to know about me,be my boyfriend or for those who like to hangout with me...Because if I 'layan' them it make me feel like I already 'curang' to you...So what should I do??Give up or still waiting for you??
I don't get mad if you love someone else because I'm happy if you're happy...You know??I'm waiting in front of my laptop...To see whether you online or not...But it wasting you know??You don't online your Facebook and also your YM...But thing that make me sad is when you 'layan' other girl on Facebook but you don't even do that to me...Is she someone special to you??
You teach me how to LOVE but you don't teach me how to stop it...It feels like you ate too much of pill until you become addicted and you don't know how to stop it and get back to normal...
It have been 2 days since we got into a fight...Please leave me a message that tell you are alright...
**Do hate me and my blog because my grammar are rubbish!!!
