Why Guy Always Act Like That??

Sometimes I feel like urghh I don't want to trust him or other guy anymore...Why they keep do this to me??Or am I stupid because I just let them act like that??



I don't think that I'm kind of ego person or in simple word "jual mahal" and stuff...I'm the one who begging for his forgiveness and i'm the one who keep messaging him...I don't want to loose him...But how many years do i need to wait for him??1 year?10 years?100 years or for the rest of my life??At that time I already become 'nenek tua'....

Please let me know if you already have someone else...Please tell me the truth whether you love me or not...Don't do this to me...I love you so much...I'm always avoid other guy who want to know about me,be my boyfriend or for those who like to hangout with me...Because if I 'layan' them it make me feel like I already 'curang' to you...So what should I do??Give up or still waiting for you??

I don't get mad if you love someone else because I'm happy if you're happy...You know??I'm waiting in front of my laptop...To see whether you online or not...But it wasting you know??You don't online your Facebook and also your YM...But thing that make me sad is when you 'layan' other girl on Facebook but you don't even do that to me...Is she someone special to you??

You teach me how to LOVE but you don't teach me how to stop it...It feels like you ate too much of pill until you become addicted and you don't know how to stop it and get back to normal...

It have been 2 days since we got into a fight...Please leave me a message that tell you are alright...


**Do hate me and my blog because my grammar are rubbish!!!

When You Love Someone

Born as a girl sometimes can cause a big trouble especially when it comes to love matter...


I don't know how to describe this feeling but i really hate it...Sometimes i wish that i don't have this feeling...When I love someone i really mean it..But guy that I love always play with my heart...They give me hope and fyi one of the guy that I love ask me whether I want to get married with him or not...

Girls...What do you feel when someone you admire so much ask you like that??Of course you are happy right??But after some time you know the truth that he also chat with the other girls..The way he treat the girl much better than you...Seriously I want to cry when I found it...How could him do this to me??When I already give up with this kind of relationship and I already can accept this situation...You know what happened??He still message me...Wtf!!!

Please leave me alone...Enough okay!!Dont play with my heart anymore...It already make me dying...

If I am cruel enough...I want to post a comment at his wall on FB like this:

LELAKI MIANG...PERASAN HANDSOME...BAJET BAGUS GILA!!!

Something like that...But I think it make me look dumb!!So what can I do is just ignore him...Don't waste your time for someone who don't deserve you heart...The best part is I DON'T TRUST GUY ANYMORE...Sorry


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