A Sweet Girl Who Turns Into Cold-Hearted

I admit it!I ever been as a sweet,nice and lovely girl..Who just know about how to like or love someone...Who only know about how to show her love in unbelievable way that a human does not ever being think of that...

Yeah but it was before I was hurt so much...Seems like you don't ever think about my feeling towards you..I'm not playing around with you or your heart..But I was too tired with this crush..I just want to stop it but I don't know how..

What can I do is appeared offline so that you never know that I was online at that moment...I try to not reply back what you have post on my wall..You don't know how much I want to reply it and chat with you as usual..But my heart do not give me a permission to do that..Seriously I was so tiredddddddddddd....I just want everything back to normal..Just like before when I just know you as a blogger...

I'm sorry...If you know how much I care and love you...How much I want to be by your side...How much I want to say everyday that I like you...How much I want to hear what you like and what you don't like..How much I want to see you smiling face when you talk about your younger brother and when you do something that you like...How much I want to be by your side during your graduation day...If and only if it was happen..I am happiest girl in this world..

I don't want anybody else know about you except my close friends..I just want to keep you in my heart..Deep inside my heart I love you...Somewhere in my heart there was your name that have been written on it..Trust me!!

Now I am cold-hearted person...

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Please Don't Do Like This!

I was hurt!!I'm not lying..Why did you do this to me?You're my friend but the way you talk are so sarcastic..Please be honest if you don't like me..

You pretend that you're such a good person..But for your information you're not good enough..Seriously!!



Sometimes you're so annoying..Really really A(annoying)!

But I don't care..I don't want to talk all bad things about you because it makes me just same like you..Please please please and please changed your attitude or you will loose him..In love its not about money!You should know that..Please don't use all the rubbish words that are not suitable to be use by a girl...

That's all..I love myself..So just get off from my way..


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I Love You Just The Way You Are

Today... I like you..Seems like I fall in love with you once again..Yeah first time that I like you is when we always have a chat together...But today I know that it was not like anymore but love..


Still I don't have a courage to say the three words "I LOVE YOU" to you ...Yeah the only thing that I can do is make a status like this:

" I Love You Just The Way You Are"

It doesn't matter whether you study in overseas or not..I like everything about you..I like you when you talk about food..I can feel it when you say about how much you love food...

I like you when you talk about song that you like... Because of you I started to listen Bruno Mars,Jason Mraz and Owl City songs...I like you when you said that you can play keyboard,you can compose a song,you sing a song when you were riding a motorcycle...Ahhh I like every single things about you...

I like you when you talk about your younger brother...I know that you love him so much..I like you when you said that you want to defense myself and you will lose only for me...I like you when you said your hobby was reading online manga...So cute!! I don't care hows your look..The only thing that I know...I like everything about you!!I meant it when I said that I LIKE YOU!

Arghh I hate love?NO!

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HATE YOU 1 2 3 4..............................!!

Arghhh I HATE YOU!!

FOREVER ALONE huh??

Why did you do this to me??Please don't ask me to wait for you if you want to be alone forever...Do you like it so much??I like you but you don't ask me to stop it... Please tell me the truth..You don't trust girl and relationship right?So why you ask me to wait for you until you graduate?

It hurting me...Sorry i'm off!!I don't want to love you anymore....



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Do I care?

I'm not stupid!

Do I need to beg for their forgiveness?Of course not!!What kind of person is that?Did you guys thought that I will come to you and said: I'm sorry!!

Shit!!I can ask for your forgiveness only once okay not twice!!Sorry I'm that kind of girl...For your information I don't want to waste my time to have a chat with you guys..Just leave me alone!!I was happy to being alone and get along with new friends...

By the way you ask me to shut up my mouth and do not tell everyone about you guys right?Haha so funny..I don't care what you guys would like to do...On off your scarf and bla bla bla...But you're the one who tell everyone that we not longer a friend?Haha thanks so that I don't need to answer any people who ask me why we don't talk with each other...

I hate to talk with 'tiang letrik' or 'tunggul kayu'...Hello!!!You don't deserved to be MY FRIEND!!Remember that okay!

Off!!Sorry I don't want to be your friend!!


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I Hate My Ex-Boyfriend

I'm not upset because you leave me but I was upset because you turned into another person when you with another girl...I keep asking myself WHY and WHY...Why you become so romantic with her and why don't you do that when we were together?


Who am I to you?Am I a doll?It's hurting me..My heart turned into a pieces...Why you do this to me?I'm not asking to God to be like this...I don't ask Him that incidence happened to me...All girls out there also don't want that incidence happened to them..You know why I tell you about the incidence??Because I trust you and I thought the love that you gave me is pure...

I love you so much...I want you to accept me for who I am...It's okay if you leave me but why you become so romantic with her?

When we was together I'm the one who keep calling you...I'm the one who keep messaging you...But with her you can sent her a message first...It's really hurt...

Congrats because you already find someone else...I already hate myself...Why I were crying when I type this entry??Thank you so much because you already leave a big scar at my heart...

I hope you will be happy with her.......

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